It was not just frustrating but also saddening and stressful.
Sometimes I wonder if it's "Better to end it now and cut off the limb and let the stump heal". If you feel peaceful with your decision and you feel it is olfer that should be helpful.
If you marry her, you're marrying into a cult, a mild cult as far as cults go, but a cult nonetheless.
Cold approaches on Mormon girls are challenging.